I cannot write.
I try, and nothing comes. I consider it and nothing happens.
For the first time, EVER i do not have any desire.
Just that, just none.
Poof.
I want to write!!!!! I need inspiration.
I need to make my list.
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blocked
Posted in D/s and BDSM on January 5, 2010 | Leave a Comment »
Four hours of sleep and consistency in control.
Posted in D/s and BDSM, Personal on November 18, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
i will know when i’ve found someone who really gets me when they do not lead me into a freak out. Not that it is anyones fault but my own for freaking out. However, i know i am capable of not being lead into it… or rather being stopped from taking myself there with some [...]
The Magic Wand soaked me.
Posted in D/s and BDSM, Personal on November 16, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
EVERYONE should have one of these toys.
No, thank you.
Posted in D/s and BDSM, Personal on November 7, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Lesson one of the day: Do not watch ‘A Walk to Remember’ while trying to do homework and expecting to not cry.
Lesson two of the day: Do not watch porn while trying to do homework.
I have been overloaded with homework, projects, essays, essay questions, midterms, more projects, power points, and little side jobs friends or [...]
Protected: Perhaps something is coming – and not bs?
Posted in D/s and BDSM, Personal on October 25, 2009 | Enter your password to view comments
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the burn
Posted in D/s and BDSM, Personal, tagged burn mark pain slut on October 19, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
It marked, but just a little. It stings, I can feel the sting, throbbing, and pink and hot and soft. Knife laying discarded on my bed. I begged. Begged to be hurt, begged for release. Begged for what i have needed for so long, wanted for, longed and craved and [...]
i could use some bruises.
Posted in D/s and BDSM, Personal on October 18, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Fresh air = good.
I still am down but now i have gained perspective a bit.
I have ended (unofficially) things with my fwb. Not because he annoys me, but because of the reasons why he annoys me. Because i’ve never forgiven him, because he doesnt’ hurt me, because he is inconsistant, because he [...]




