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No, thank you.

Lesson one of the day: Do not watch ‘A Walk to Remember’ while trying to do homework and expecting to not cry.
Lesson two of the day: Do not watch porn while trying to do homework.
I have been overloaded with homework, projects, essays, essay questions, midterms, more projects, power points, and little side jobs friends or [...]

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Protected: Perhaps something is coming – and not bs?

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the burn

It marked, but just a little. It stings, I can feel the sting, throbbing, and pink and hot and soft. Knife laying discarded on my bed. I begged. Begged to be hurt, begged for release. Begged for what i have needed for so long, wanted for, longed and craved and [...]

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Fresh air = good.
I still am down but now i have gained perspective a bit.
I have ended (unofficially) things with my fwb. Not because he annoys me, but because of the reasons why he annoys me. Because i’ve never forgiven him, because he doesnt’ hurt me, because he is inconsistant, because he [...]

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Ride it.

God i hope it ends soon.
It’s bad enough i have stess trying to get school shit done but a drop on top of it is the cream on the cake. Yes it should be icing, what can i say i like cream.
i need to be punished.
i need to be told.
i need to hear ‘cunt’.
Tears [...]

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I’ve only felt it once, twice, maybe only twice. I want it again. I want it to be placed on me, to be tight, to be unyeilding.

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I need again.
It’s very frustrating to know that i need and can’t have. I could have, rather, but choose not to.
I’m aching for touch. For pain. And then i feel a rush of fear and from that, a rush of even stronger need, beginning with hot, wet ache, and ending with a [...]

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the experiment.

The RFJason CL Experiment
Yet another reason why NOT to post pictures (especially of cock) on craigslist.

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Spitting

Fuck me like a pornstar, just don’t spit on me.

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What an idea!

I love reading. When i’m learning so much, and have a lot i’m assigned to read i miss reading good stories, or the big clunky novels i like to read.
I decided i needed to figure a way around missing that, and so i started to read short stories. I have normally had difficulty [...]

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